In days like today.. In which my bones are so tired and my eyes are just getting dry, I even miss you more.

When someone else arms hug me with compassion while i cant just think on anyone else but you.

Trying to understand and accept the facts… Trying to deal with this.
Eternity does not have minutes or hours, eternities just have thoughts and sensations.. An eternity around you… An eternity without you.

And now i can understand what eternity is all about.

Even nights are long.. Even dreams are so hard to have… At the begining of them, I am already tired.

Thinking about ur body besides me, your hair between my fingers, your smell all over the place… Your skin next to mine. Your eyes…

And I am here.. at 11:00 pm, without sleeping at all… wishing time goes fast, whising to meet u somewhere… Wishing u can find me in purpose.. Wishing running into you by coincidence…

Break me..